conchy: (Default)
πš•πš˜πš‹πšŽπš•πš’πšŠ ([personal profile] conchy) wrote2023-05-16 08:17 pm
immortalpoet: (carmine)

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2023-06-24 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Honestly, he probably could. His body is augmented. Nothing says his ass is exempt.]

........

[Trust you?]

[You ripped my heart out my chest.]

[You tormented me to the point of acting out a beast.]

[You killed your parents for your own happiness.]

[Trust? Could he trust him? That isn't something he gives to just anyone. His heart has been scarred as much as his body has.]

[And yet. And yet. And yet....]

[He bites on his lip as the other brushes his prostate, heels digging into the ground. Ugh. Trust. What a word. What a question to ask when the man's fingers are buried into him.]

[But he doesn't need this context, he thinks. Not even something like this is necessary for the answer that comes, hoarse, with glimmering red eyes like jewels.]


.......I suppose I shall.
immortalpoet: (vermillion)

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2023-06-24 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Vergilius is more of a man of actions, not words, as ironic as it is for a man named after a poet. To hand something like this, this moment of rawness, vulnerability, and trust to the hands of someone who killed him perhaps is evidence of love enough.]

[But perhaps words are necessary. It's not something he's thinking of, though, because any rational though gets blown out of his brain as he feels the wet core of the man's mouth come down upon his cock. Vergilius gasps, moans, but he can't even find a moment to repent as the man's finger sends a rolling wave of ecstasy and please skyrocket up his spine.,]


Lo-ah-alobelia-

[He almost sounds plaintive as his fingertips dig into the man's shoulders, his other hand at the neck to grip it tight to keep him where he is. He doesn't want a reprieve. Only continuation.]
immortalpoet: (Default)

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2023-06-28 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Shit.]

[Shitshitshitshit. Now that's an assault on his senses - the feeling of being swallowed completely into a core of wild desire and heat, choking on the sounds coming out of his own throat. Maybe its not full destruction, with Lobelia ripping him flesh from bone, but it feels close enough with the intensity. His back pulls off the ground, dirt scratching up into his shoulders as he gasps from the repeated thrusting of fingers inside. It's painful. It's horrible. It's wonderful.]

[Lobelia always gives me what I ask, doesn't he. How devoted.]

[And then, a quiet admission, even in the throes of pleasure.]

[.......I want him to get what he needs.]

[It's that very thought, the mental image of Lobelia delighted, pleased, happy, an image that would've disgusted him so terribly before, that finally sends him over. The nails dig in. The man's name comes as a loud, reckless groan, body feeling like its full of shooting stars as he tips over and lets himself spill deep into the man's throat. He hopes, briefly, he doesn't up and choke.]
immortalpoet: (cardinal)

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2023-06-29 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
[No warning whatsoever. Vergilius is still feeling the fogginess of the afterglow in his head when he dimly notes that the man is pulling his legs up. As he opens his mouth to say something, he suddenly feels the sudden large pressure stretching into him. It burns. It aches. It throbs. His body accepts it all, even with the discomfort, as if this was the missing piece he craved all along.]

Ah... [It's taking a lot of control to keep himself from instinctively writhing in place from the sensation, hissing between gritted teeth.]

I suppose it was like-

[But Lobelia's thrust shuts him right up. His arms encircle the other's shoulders as he cries, wordlessly. He isn't a masochist. Not like this. No, he likes this partially because he feels he deserves it. Bring on the pain. Bring on the destruction.]

[If Lobelia is to undo him with his dick right here and now, so be it.]
immortalpoet: (rose)

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2023-06-29 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[Doesn't he deserve this?]

[Don't I deserve this?]

[After all those memories, isn't this what fate should hand to him on a silver platter? Isn't pain simply a taste of the terrible things he has wrought upon others? Shouldn't something like this be necessary to flagellate that monster of a soul he has, as hypocritical as it comes?]

[.....No, its not what he wants.]

[What he wants is to be embraced. To feel warmth. To be caressed, and touched, and treated like a jewel. What he wants is too soft for the world where he comes from, where his every move dictates the necessity for violence. Where did such dreams come from? What sort of cruel god put such desires into a human weapon? Lobelia slams into him, and the pain is welcomed as it comes, loved and hated in paradoxical waves. He moans. He pants his name like a prayer. Please stop. Please keep going.]

[His answer comes in the form of a whine, his eyes almost clouded over as another thrust sends a shockwave up and down his spine.]


Yes. Yes. I deserve it.
immortalpoet: (coral)

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2023-06-29 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Wha-?

[Comes the questioning noise, almost fragile in the air, before his lips are captured. Confusion resounds like an poorly placed chord in a song. It doesn't make sense. This is Lobelia. This is what he deserves. This is Lobelia, violent angel of little death, mad magician, eternal tormenter, personal devil. What is this, then? It defies logic.]

[Shouldn't you destroy me? I wanted...I wanted you to destroy me.]

[Even as his mind balks, his soul seems to react quite differently - though funny to think of having a soul in the first place. There's hesitation in his movement, like a child who isn't sure he's allowed to have a second helping, as he kisses him back gently, lovingly. The movements of his hips, once stuttering with pain, become more steady. A slow roll like a wave lapping up against the shore, covetous of being filled.]

[Ah.]


Ah.

[So it goes.]
immortalpoet: (ruby)

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2023-06-30 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
["Selfishly".]

[It doesn't feel selfish. This feels like something else. Like someone coming across a thirsty man, and drowning him in a sea. He feels too full. His hands tremble to hold it all as he chokes on it, burning and searing throughout every inch of his body. And just like a thirsty man, he craves it all. Lobelia moves into him, and he feels himself squeeze to pull him in, keep him, as if to entertain the idea of being conjoined for eternity.]

[His breath comes hot and heavy, moaning at the touch to his cock, but the kiss on his forehead feeling somehow more potent of an experience. What is...this? This treatment? Ah. Ah, he thinks he understands.]

[His voice comes as a murmur, arousal stirring once more, but it feels different. Paradoxically not as intense as the pain from before, but enough to produce a restless sort of feeling as he peppers kisses in between words, over the man's face, neck, jawline.]


Are you making love to me...?
immortalpoet: (cardinal)

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2023-07-01 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
["What does it feel like?"]

[It feels like....a beach, and you're lapping up against me on the shore as a warm sea. You're a breeze caressing the petals of a barren tree. You're entwined with me like a knot that can never be separated. You've become me, and I've become you, and impossible to think that we'd ever continue on this path to life the same way again.]

[It feels like love.]

[He doesn't say anything like that. It feels like it's too much to say, corny to even think about it in such terms. His lips feel dry as he opens his mouth, tries to cobble together words above the rising heat between them both.]


It feels...........perfect.

[That's the only word he can grasp. He falls back into the sensation of it all, arms wrapped around the man as his breath comes steady, punctuated by little grunts and whines with every thrust as he does his best to match it with the roll of his hips to coax him further in.]